Another English test : TOEIC

Last Sunday, I had a party in my house with my friends' family and enjoyed drinking and talking a lot !
And then, I took the TOEIC test next day.

It was the first time that I took it, I keenly realized my lack of possibility of English. Though it was bad I didn't bring a watch to the test place, it didn't have anything with it at all.

What many questions there were !!
I was soooo surprised and disappointed at my skills.
Since I haven't used my brain hard enough to solve many questions, it suddenly stopped on the way, I couldn't read and think about them more, in the end, I couldn't solve all of them in the time.
I did solve only 60% of all and the rest were no answers.

Owing to this poor results like this, I thought that I didn't regret and burst into laughing, but it gave me a lot of damages very much because of my rusty and overworking brain and the hangover...
I couldn't have written my blogs and even chatted with my friends and just lain down for these days.
I'm very sorry for my simple or no chats if I made you feel bad...

Without practicing of listening and reading long stories much more, I can't solve all questions in TOEIC.
I feel it fully, which has made me keep listening to YouTube all day of yesterday and today.
However, it leads me sleepy like the best lullaby songs. I often fell asleep suddenly without knowing it and woke up with some regrets during these 2 days.

Well, I have to change my mood and feelings and face to my disabilities I found out after the test. I'll try it once more !!






先週の土曜日に、友だち家族で大いに呑んで、喋って、大盛り上がりをした翌日に、TOEICのテストを受けて来ました。
初めて受けたのですが、自分の実力不足を痛感。時計を持って行くのを忘れたのも悪かったのですが、そんなレベルの話ではなかったです。
問題数がとても多くて、普段そこまで頭を使ったことがなかったので、途中で思考停止してしまい、全く頭に入ってこず、決められた時間内で最後まで解くことが出来なかった・・・。
全体の６割くらいしか解けず、残りは白紙のまま・・・。

ここまで出来なかったら、何の悔いもなく笑えるやろうって思っていたけれど、あんなに頭をフル回転させたことがなく、また二日酔いだったのもあり、体に与えたダメージは大きかった・・・
暫く、ブログも書けず、友だちともチャットも出来ず、ずっとダウンしていたここ二日間でした。
チャットでそっけない返信をしてしまって、気を悪くさせてしまっていたら、ごめんなさいね・・・。

リスニングと長文読解をもっと鍛えないと、とてもやないけど、TOEICで全部の問題を解くことが出来ないなあって痛感しました。
昨日も、今日も、ずっとYOUTUBEで英語を聞いていますが、まあ、これが絶妙な子守歌のように、睡魔を誘う。気付いたら寝てしまっていて、無駄な時間を過ごしてしまったと後悔してしまうといった二日間を過ごしています。

あかん、今日で気持ちを切り替えて、見えてきた課題に向けて、自分を奮い立たせないと！
もう一度リベンジするぞ！